Tuesday, August 16, 2011

Feel neglected...


Hey...My mood is really swing today. I felt like been neglected in so many ways. So many... When I said so many..Its really so many...I'm sounded so sick is it??? Back into my work life+relationship plus etc etc etc...Sometime I felt so fed up about it but thinking about that back...Hey.!!This is not you..!!>>!!!..
 Ok. Let sort it out one by one. Work life... Is not that  I didn't like my work (everyone know it that you've been working in this field from the start and it just in you..) but now I felt this no more adventure for me any more. Somehow for the first time ever, I said my job is kinda boring now. Maybe I had enough but not really. I don't believe in that quote. I do believe that everyday is the learning process. Doesn't care how long that you have been working it must be something that I have to learn. Auwww...talking about work, is something that quit sensitive to talk about. It seem that I don't want to create other negative perception about it. Talking to loud about how I felt in working life is forbidden. Even I have so many issue to raised up here but big company huh..!!..OK!!. I shut up about it...
My relationship...Arghhhh...something that I don't really know how to start to said about it. How would I felt is my partner never answer my questions about thing that I must be bothering him? When he stops communicating and sharing their activities???? Anyone..??? Anyone can answer..?? Let me answer myself... I FELT THAT HE IS EXCLUDING ME FROM HIS LIFE>>>> This can be emotionally PAINFUL and DIFFICULT to handle.Can you understand..!!!
One of the most frequent causes a partner feeling neglected is when two people begin to go separate ways. The relationship is intact and there is no intention of break off but each has their own schedule and it doesn't include the partner most of the time. I do notice it very clear that I can't hang you with me all the time because we not marriage yet but at least give a little respect to our relationship feeling...(ops...Relationship??? For real..??? you answer it...!!)
Talking to much..Type to much...Without him to read it make me sick by my own. ...never mind....



note by writer: My mood really really swing huh..!!! Cant even think properly now...
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